Post by ilovearizona on Jun 22, 2009 7:23:36 GMT -6
this is my first day here...
My name is Heather
when I was in Arizona for a few months back in 2007,
I felt like I haven't felt since...
I felt wonderful, happy, and free out there....
my friends say it is because out there the land is blessed by Native Americans, and that spiritually I have a connection to this!!!
I am only about 7% maybe more... American Indian....
but more and more I feel so drawn to some how get to live in Arizona so I can be close to the blessed land and the feeling that I had for only a brief time...
I wish I could at least visit Arizona right now but I am so broke financially so I cannot afford a trip out there even
(let alone my dream... to live out there)
I grew such a special bond for a brief time with a beautiful great dane out there named Daisy that I truly wish I can see again...
the reason I got to live out there briefly was I was staying with an exboyfriend who broke up with me on of all days... mother's day of 2007
but the most
and ultimate
spiritual experience I ever had was on
March, 17, 2007 in Tombstone, Arizona... where it had been raining earlier but when me and my then boyfriend, now exbf, watched a sunset together (and it was the first week I was out in Arizona ever... so it was the first beautiful sunset I ever saw!!), and we both look up in the sky to see only one cloud in the whole sky in the shape of a four leaf clover!!! and this was on St. Patrick's Day!!!!!!
I am still in awe by this and I truly wish to recapture the magick of that day some how and some way!!!!!!
For a time, I was speaking to my exbf's friend and I was supposed to visit him in March of 2009..... but I knew it was not yet the right time for us to meet but I feel like it is now if he could ever forgive me for backing out the first time in meeting him after I already bought the plane ticket... he hasn't spoken to me since March (again this is the exbf's friend, who in 2009 before I was supposed to meet him sent me a rock with a carving of a four leaf clover that he found in his back yard!!! so I don't know if this is a sign that we are supposed to reconnect and that he will forgive me or that somehow I am so connected with the land out there or what exactly it means?? Any ideas?
anyways I am so looking forward to connecting with people here and learning all I can about the Great Spirit and the ways of Love that is the American Indian Culture!!!
Thanks for reading my introduction and I am looking forward to reading the replies to it and getting to connect with people here!!!!
My name is Heather
when I was in Arizona for a few months back in 2007,
I felt like I haven't felt since...
I felt wonderful, happy, and free out there....
my friends say it is because out there the land is blessed by Native Americans, and that spiritually I have a connection to this!!!
I am only about 7% maybe more... American Indian....
but more and more I feel so drawn to some how get to live in Arizona so I can be close to the blessed land and the feeling that I had for only a brief time...
I wish I could at least visit Arizona right now but I am so broke financially so I cannot afford a trip out there even
(let alone my dream... to live out there)
I grew such a special bond for a brief time with a beautiful great dane out there named Daisy that I truly wish I can see again...
the reason I got to live out there briefly was I was staying with an exboyfriend who broke up with me on of all days... mother's day of 2007
but the most
and ultimate
spiritual experience I ever had was on
March, 17, 2007 in Tombstone, Arizona... where it had been raining earlier but when me and my then boyfriend, now exbf, watched a sunset together (and it was the first week I was out in Arizona ever... so it was the first beautiful sunset I ever saw!!), and we both look up in the sky to see only one cloud in the whole sky in the shape of a four leaf clover!!! and this was on St. Patrick's Day!!!!!!
I am still in awe by this and I truly wish to recapture the magick of that day some how and some way!!!!!!
For a time, I was speaking to my exbf's friend and I was supposed to visit him in March of 2009..... but I knew it was not yet the right time for us to meet but I feel like it is now if he could ever forgive me for backing out the first time in meeting him after I already bought the plane ticket... he hasn't spoken to me since March (again this is the exbf's friend, who in 2009 before I was supposed to meet him sent me a rock with a carving of a four leaf clover that he found in his back yard!!! so I don't know if this is a sign that we are supposed to reconnect and that he will forgive me or that somehow I am so connected with the land out there or what exactly it means?? Any ideas?
anyways I am so looking forward to connecting with people here and learning all I can about the Great Spirit and the ways of Love that is the American Indian Culture!!!
Thanks for reading my introduction and I am looking forward to reading the replies to it and getting to connect with people here!!!!